The Real Me

I sit in the classroom
Very quiet and shy
People use me
Take advantage of me
And rip me apart inside
I let it roll of my shoulder
But the real me screams to be unleashed
The real me wont tolerate it
And Wont take it
I want to let it out
But I am afraid
This so called inside of me switches roles at home
I disrespect, ignore, and argue with my elders 
And that is what leads me down the wrong road
I want to switch roles 
But then people would call me fake
And that would just make my life even more disappointing
I just want it to STOP.

My Heart

You locked up my heart
Displayed for me to see like art
Taunts me, I will never get it back
You've held it too long for me to act
Have nothing in my chest
It's like you're giving me a test
Playing a game
Just for your gain
Do you like me? 
Who will ever know?
Never give me time to show
That I can love you 'til the end of time
I see you everyday
You smile and I don't know what to say
My friends think I'm crazy
but I don't care
just want to sit and stare
I get all happy when I see you
my heart flies to the skybut until you see
that you may love me
we will never be.

BCOZ OF YOU !!!

All day I can’t help but thinking of you.
You don’t have to say a word, I just want to be with you,
When I look at you, you make me smile 
My friends think I’m crazy all I think is WOW,
When I look at you chills run through my spine,
I always thought you were beautiful and fine,
My life has changed ever since I saw you,
which makes me want to be with you, 
looking at you is more than a dream come true,
words can’t explain of how I feel about you....

She Doesn't Know

When did my feelings get so deep
Why did they take that big long leap
Going from friend to crush 
What a rush
And I don't think she knows

Since when did her smile make me go weak
Since when did her tears make mine start to leak
Why does this happen when I'm always so strong
When people called me Superman I guess they were wrong
And I don't think she knows

When she talks I cant help but watch her lips
To notice their shape and curves when they dip
Wait, why am I looking? I don't even know
And I cant help but wonder if she even knows

Her beautiful eyes are nothing like ours
They're so deep and bright you'd believe they were stars
They pour forth emotions in raging rivers
They could make even me believe that Santa always delivers
And still she has no idea

Her body is perfection though she denies it
It makes my head spin with every glance I give
She could put any man under her spell
But she doesn't know how I feel and I don't think I'll tell

I love how she looks and who she is
And how she makes me feel like this
I love how she's beautiful and smart with a heart so strong
And how she lives every day like nothing could go wrong
Still she hasn't got a clue

Now that I've said it with my poetic skill 
I don't think she knew, and now she never will.....

FOR YOU

 'Tis a poem for you, my dear
'Tis a poem for you
For the love I love to love
Dear, a poem for you
I have yet to see your face
Yet to hear your voice
I have yet to love you, yet
To love you I've no choice

I have just a script for you
A script is all I have
I'd love to give you all the world
But a script's not so bad
I will always love you dear
My love remains the same
And yet, I've yet to love you yet
And yet, my love remains

For you, my dear, I write a page
A page I write for you
So you may come to love me, yes
So you may love me too
For dear, though I've not met you yet
Though our paths haven't crossed
I love you, dear, with all my heart
In you my love's embossed

UNEXPRESSED WORDS....

Once more your memories strike my mind,
Once again I think that god's so kind,
I still can’t forget that first day,
I thought god made you for me by his own clay.

Your eyes were so beautiful, they could do wonders,
Through my soul you sent big thunders,
A thorn-less rose was your's that night,
It was surely love at first sight.

In my life, voice of our love echoed so loud,
In every work I did, it made me proud,
In a moment your smile could heal my wound,
Just your one look made my life gloomed.

You cared like my mother's hand,
But your love was just made of sand,
With time it just flew faraway,
My heart broke down, without any beat it laid.

You know my love was very pure,
Now you know the reason I felt insecure,
My love is still alive and was never dead,
Now you know it was true, everything I said ...

When Love Begins

I always knew that love would come find me someday
but never did I know that it would be you who was headed my way
you caught me off guard and took me by surprise
but you simply captivated me, the same way you do when I look into your eyes

It's true that every good and perfect gift is from above
you were presented to me as a beautifully packaged gift full of humor, talent, intelligence, beauty and love
"it isn't finding the perfect person but learning to see an imperfect person perfectly"
we all have our flaws but when I view you through my eyes, perfection is all I see
For now, I'll be waiting patiently for that day when we'll be together
that precious moment in time when I'll say, "it's you that I want to be with forever"
God made everything beautiful, precious and new
just as beautiful and precious as the day will be, when I look into your eyes and say, "I Love You"

NOTE-This poem is about a special Girl in my life. she's my inspiration for writing this poem. she's the thought that makes me smile and she's the rhythm that makes my heart beat. I wanted to share a piece of my heart on how beautiful the feeling is of "when love begins" and being able to share that love with that right person...

ONCE UPON A LOVE

What we have is something new, 
Our love for each other has always been true.
We met in a very uncertain way,
but if it wasn't for that, 
I wouldn't know you today.

You're my life, my world, my everything indeed
Our love just keeps growing like a sunflower seed.
What we had, I cannot explain, 
but you never argued or never complained.

We laughed, we cried, we put so much in store.
We'll hold our memories in our hearts forever more.

Over the years, we fell apart,
but I'm hoping one day, 
we'll have a new start.

So as time goes by and others come through,
I still remember our love and everything about you.

Patience Is All I Need

With each passing day, the love I have for you gets stronger.
I wish I had the patience to wait a little longer.
You are "attempting" to make a commitment,
But it seems like you're having some trouble,
You are starting to confuse me, 
To the point that I'm seeing double.
I see the boy that wants more,
I also see the boy that doesn't know what he's looking for.
Am I supposed to wait?
Or am I supposed to forget?
The way I feel for you is making me fret.
When your lips touched mine, my heart was beating really fast.
From that moment on, I knew I wanted this to last.
When I look into your eyes, it's hard not to stare,
For the fear of that exact moment I look away,
You might stop being there.
You are just too amazing to let go,
Not even this pathetic poem can explain how so....

She Doesn't Know

When did my feelings get so deep
Why did they take that big long leap
Going from friend to crush 
What a rush
And I don't think she knows!!

Since when did her smile make me go weak
Since when did her tears make mine start to leak
Why does this happen when I'm always so strong
When people called me Superman I guess they were wrong
And I don't think she knows!!

When she talks I cant help but watch her lips
To notice their shape and curves when they dip
Wait, why am I looking? I don't even know
And I cant help but wonder if she even knows!!!

Her beautiful eyes are nothing like ours
They're so deep and bright you'd believe they were stars
They pour forth emotions in raging rivers
They could make even me believe that Santa always delivers
And still she has no idea!!

Her body is perfection though she denies it
It makes my head spin with every glance I give
She could put any man under her spell
But she doesn't know how I feel and I don't think I'll tell!!

I love how she looks and who she is
And how she makes me feel like this
I love how she's beautiful and smart with a heart so strong
And how she lives every day like nothing could go wrong
Still she hasn't got a clue!!

Now that I've said it with my poetic skill 
I don't think she knew, and now she never will

My Heart

You locked up my heart
Displayed for me to see like art
Taunts me, I will never get it back
You've held it too long for me to act
Have nothing in my chest
It's like you're giving me a test
Playing a game
Just for your gain
Do you like me? 
Who will ever know?
Never give me time to show
That I can love you 'til the end of time
I see you everyday
You smile and I don't know what to say
My friends think I'm crazy
but I don't care
just want to sit and stare
I get all happy when I see you
my heart flies to the sky
but until you see
that you may love me
we will never be
.

POETRY STREET: The Meaning Of Love

POETRY STREET: The Meaning Of Love: "To love is to share life togetherto build special plans just for twoto work side by sideand then smile with prideas one by one, dreams all c..."

The Meaning Of Love

To love is to share life together
to build special plans just for two
to work side by side
and then smile with pride
as one by one, dreams all come true.

To love is to help and encourage
with smiles and sincere words of praise
to take time to share
to listen and care
in tender, affectionate ways.

To love is to have someone special
one who you can always depend
to be there through the years
sharing laughter and tears
as a partner, a lover, a friend.

To love is to make special memories
of moments you love to recall
of all the good things
that sharing life brings
love is the greatest of all.

I've learned the full meaning
of sharing and caring
and having my dreams all come true;
I've learned the full meaning
of being in love
by being and loving with you.

AUTHENTIC LOVE

You can tell me the truth
and not show it
you can make up lies
but I'll always know it

being my friend
is worth much more
than crushing my heart
like you did before

feelings aren't pretend
they are mutual and free
so if you take me as I am
I'll just let you be

love is twice 
it creates a whole
but our love was one
and it hurts my soul

I can't change for you
I've already tried
now you need to realize
I'm not some ride

I can't just be repaired 
with some nails and glue
you really ripped my heart
you tore it in two

I finally left you
and it felt grand
you didn't know why
you didn't understand

I'll tell you this
so don't blink one lash
listen up
cause it's your news flash

you can tell me the truth
and not show it
you can make up lies
but you know I'll always know it

What I Want

All I want is to see you
There's something I want you to do
I want you to listen and now this is true
I think I love you
You make me feel like I'm flying on a cloud
And I want to scream out loud
I think I love you
There's nothing more I want to do

You make me want to lay in the grass
Just lay there while the time continues to pass
Lay there with the sun on my face
And know I'm in my place

When I hear your voice I close my eyes and smile
Cause I know that you’ll be with me for a while
I turn and look at you
And I know that you see me like I see you

There's something in the way you look at me
You see something that I can not see
I want to lay with your arms around me
Oh why can you be here with me

In class I want hold your hand
And know you won’t run before you can stand
Oh girl look at what you do to me
Why isn’t what I feel something I can see..

When I First Met You

When I first met you, I didn't give it a second thought
But after a few hours I knew that I was caught
I loved your curly hair, your voice, and your smile
I knew I could make it work if we just talked for awhile
But that wasn't as easy as I thought that it would be
because for some reason you just didn't want to talk to me
But that soon changed and you stole my heart
I didn't trust you, but it was a start
I had so much fun, but it was over so fast
Now all I can wonder is how long these feelings will last?
Years later, the feelings are still here...
maybe you'll never feel the same and that's my biggest fear.
Maybe someday you'll wake up and realize just what you mean to me, 
but probably not, 
so I'll move on and find the one meant for me.

MY MELODY

Amazing and beautiful
not a flower or tree
Much prettier than that
and only I can see

Loving and caring
right down to the core
Filling me with happiness
and so much more

Eyes are so stunning
I can't look away
Gorgeous and shining
I'm here to stay

Here in your arms
is where I belong
The beating of your heart
is like a song

You

My desire is that you were here; here in my arms for eternity

Because when I’m in your arms; in your warm secure embrace

The world seems for once in harmony

I seem for once not in pain; nor sorrow or regret

You look into my eyes; filled with compassion and devotion

You kiss my happily surrendered soul; so pure and innocent

Our desire for each other; everlasting and or undying

When I’m with you I feel that I’m finally pulled away

Out of this world of insanity and madness!

I feel my heart beat rapidly when you look into my eyes

I take in your gorgeous face,

When we kiss I feel our two souls intertwine as one,

Running from reality happy to be living this dream,

Willing to fight the world to keep our soul alive!

You’re my lover, baby, Hun and best friend,

You have made my world surreal,

You made me content with myself; absolute

You have made me feel for once instead of agony; happy and love!

You gave me my life,

And I want you to know,

That I will always be here for you; throughout the good, bad, the tears, and smiles

That we will be together forever as one,

And my love for you is eternal; it will in no way come to its end!!!!!